ah what did I tell myself?
Monday, October 22, 2012 @ 8:40 PM
| 0 notesI knew I'd start getting lazy
I'm sorry
I have been in such a down mood lately
Everything just irritates me
ahhh
Wednesday, October 10, 2012 @ 5:23 PM
| 0 noteswhat am I doing getting all emotional for?
rack city
Thursday, September 27, 2012 @ 7:36 PM
| 0 notesWHAT'S UPP?
So sorry for not blogging for the last few weeks. Haha. I knew I'd get lazy soon.
Dad has preordered the iPhone5 for me! very excited :) I am totally a selfie person so it's only right that I finally get a phone with a front camera.
One of my few childhood friends I still keep in touch with had her birthday party earlier this week! It was rad :) ! I met so many new lovely people who were equally as weird as I am. I hope she had a fabulous time because I sure did. My throat hurt from all the supposedly singing (screaming). Oh and just a little rant, one of our other friends left the party after coming for not even half an hour. What is his freaking problem? That is just absurd and utterly RUDE. Sure he may have felt a little awkward and out of place but instead of putting his earphones in his ears and playing with his phone he could have at least TRIED to socialise. Yeah I felt weird as well since most of the people there were from her school and knew each other but all I really had to do was say "HI I'M MICHELLE" or comment on their outfit or dance and scream at each other. People are generally very nice if you try to get to know them. And I thought I was the socially awkward one.
I have recently discovered a tv show "Covert Affairs". It. Is. The. Best. I LOVE IT! AND HIGHLY RECOMMEND IT!
Hng, I also have to clean out my house. I swear my family only knows how to accumulate and not how to chuck out useless things.
Lots of love,
M x
don't piss me off
Saturday, September 15, 2012 @ 10:14 PM
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I'm too angry to even bother with a hello. I am so fucking pissed beyond words. My mother insists I invite all my relatives to my party just because my dad blurted to them that I am having one. What's her bloody deal? SERIOUSLY. Just because they are aware of the fact that I am going to have a party does not mean I have to invite them. Manners she says. MANNERS? THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MANNERS. IF IT WAS THAT THEN I WOULD BE INVITING EVERYONE. BUT I'M NOT AND WHY? Because I'm not close with everyone. Why should I invite relatives that don't even respect me let alone talk to me at all? It's my day and it's only right to BE ALL ABOUT ME. I may seem to be acting like a spoilt brat at the moment BUT IT'S TOTALLY UNFAIR. It's suppose to be a very happy day for me and I don't want it to be ruined with the constant uncomfortable judgmental glances they will be giving me. ARGH. On the bloody verge of tears.
another day has gone, I'm still all alone, how could this be?
Friday, September 14, 2012 @ 12:08 AM
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Bonjour belles personnes,
How was your day? Mine I have to say was much better than yesterday's. I still had the drowsiness and droopy eyelids but today was much more eventful.
The iPhone5 came out today and it was oh so gorgeous. Knowing how much my dad loves new technology he will most likely get it. I'm still contemplating over whether I should get the Samsung Galaxy S3 or the iPhone5. I've been using an iPhone3GS for more than 3 years so I feel sort of weird if I suddenly get an android. There's been many positive reviews on the Galaxy but I guess I'll just wait for the iPhone5 reviews before I decide which to get.
Today was my last self defense class and it was by far the most enjoyable lesson. We partnered up and played a game where the aim was to get the other person's sock off and throw it in the air within the time limit of 10 seconds. The instructors didn't care what method you used so there were people grabbing hair, pulling clothes off, head locking, shoving to the floor etc. It was so violent and "dirty street fighting" and we absolutely loved it. I think I finally understand why guys like watching wrestling matches now. In case you were wondering let me just clarify that I do not approve of violence as a form of solution. It may be because everyone in the class knew each other so we were comfortable with each other that it made the "fighting" humorous to watch. It would be totally different out in the real world though.
I was in the car today with the radio turned on and belting my heart out to Love Song Dedications. At the moment I just feel like being wrapped in a warm blanket and hugged. I've been advising my friend about her problems with a certain guy and I'm just wondering what actual right do I have to do that when I've never even been in a relationship before? Let me just cuddle up with my teddy bear and read my books like the sad romantic I am.
Lots of love,
M x
Labels: #emotions, #iPhone5
the "Great Perhaps"
Wednesday, September 12, 2012 @ 10:05 PM
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Ciao bella gente,
Today was a terribly tiring day for me. I didn't even do much but I felt extremely sleepy.
There are so many things that irritate me. Let's just give an example of that one particular situation where someone is very nervous to do something; to the point where they are close to tears. When they finally do bring themselves to do it everyone cheers and exclaim words of how amazing they were. During that time I am the person who sits back and simply claps. Not because I thought that they were "amazing", but because they finally had the courage to do it.
It may be my personal point of view but that person was not as "amazing" as people were telling them. Do you know what I think those people were doing? Pity talk. That is what I describe it as. I hate people who give others pity compliments. If I were to get 65% in a test, I don't want people telling me I did very well. If they had to say something, tell me I did bad or not speak at all. I don't know how to describe the feeling I get when people do that and why it upsets me but I get so annoyed when I hear it.
Ahh, I've started reading
"Looking for Alaska" by John Green. I'm 45 pages into the book and I don't really like it. It may be the fact that the characters smoke and I hate smoking with a passion but I will tell you that another day. So many of my friends have recommended it to me so I guess I'll continue reading.
Lots of love,
M x
Labels: #irritation, #lookingforalaska, #thoughts
hey there delilah, what's it like in new york city?
Tuesday, September 11, 2012 @ 11:53 PM
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Hello lovely people,
After 5 years I have decided to start writing a blog again. Why? Because I think that this will be a great opportunity to showcase my great writing skills.. what am I am about, I HATE ENGLISH. Okay so maybe I don't hate English, it's just that I find it hard to express myself in a wide range of vocabulary and correctly structured sentences. Did that sentence even make sense? I do not know.
So what type of a person am I? I'm not quite sure myself but I'd like to think that I'm a relatively nice person, but the thing is that, I'm not. I think I will be one of the meanest people you will ever come across. I am such a judgmental person. But then again, I think everyone judges.
That's all for now, if you are curious and want to know more come back in a few days and hopefully I will update.
Lots of love,
M x
Labels: #welcome
ah what did I tell myself?
Monday, October 22, 2012 @ 8:40 PM
| 0 notesI knew I'd start getting lazy
I'm sorry
I have been in such a down mood lately
Everything just irritates me
ahhh
Wednesday, October 10, 2012 @ 5:23 PM
| 0 noteswhat am I doing getting all emotional for?
rack city
Thursday, September 27, 2012 @ 7:36 PM
| 0 notesWHAT'S UPP?
So sorry for not blogging for the last few weeks. Haha. I knew I'd get lazy soon.
Dad has preordered the iPhone5 for me! very excited :) I am totally a selfie person so it's only right that I finally get a phone with a front camera.
One of my few childhood friends I still keep in touch with had her birthday party earlier this week! It was rad :) ! I met so many new lovely people who were equally as weird as I am. I hope she had a fabulous time because I sure did. My throat hurt from all the supposedly singing (screaming). Oh and just a little rant, one of our other friends left the party after coming for not even half an hour. What is his freaking problem? That is just absurd and utterly RUDE. Sure he may have felt a little awkward and out of place but instead of putting his earphones in his ears and playing with his phone he could have at least TRIED to socialise. Yeah I felt weird as well since most of the people there were from her school and knew each other but all I really had to do was say "HI I'M MICHELLE" or comment on their outfit or dance and scream at each other. People are generally very nice if you try to get to know them. And I thought I was the socially awkward one.
I have recently discovered a tv show "Covert Affairs". It. Is. The. Best. I LOVE IT! AND HIGHLY RECOMMEND IT!
Hng, I also have to clean out my house. I swear my family only knows how to accumulate and not how to chuck out useless things.
Lots of love,
M x
don't piss me off
Saturday, September 15, 2012 @ 10:14 PM
| 0 notes
I'm too angry to even bother with a hello. I am so fucking pissed beyond words. My mother insists I invite all my relatives to my party just because my dad blurted to them that I am having one. What's her bloody deal? SERIOUSLY. Just because they are aware of the fact that I am going to have a party does not mean I have to invite them. Manners she says. MANNERS? THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MANNERS. IF IT WAS THAT THEN I WOULD BE INVITING EVERYONE. BUT I'M NOT AND WHY? Because I'm not close with everyone. Why should I invite relatives that don't even respect me let alone talk to me at all? It's my day and it's only right to BE ALL ABOUT ME. I may seem to be acting like a spoilt brat at the moment BUT IT'S TOTALLY UNFAIR. It's suppose to be a very happy day for me and I don't want it to be ruined with the constant uncomfortable judgmental glances they will be giving me. ARGH. On the bloody verge of tears.
another day has gone, I'm still all alone, how could this be?
Friday, September 14, 2012 @ 12:08 AM
| 0 notes
Bonjour belles personnes,
How was your day? Mine I have to say was much better than yesterday's. I still had the drowsiness and droopy eyelids but today was much more eventful.
The iPhone5 came out today and it was oh so gorgeous. Knowing how much my dad loves new technology he will most likely get it. I'm still contemplating over whether I should get the Samsung Galaxy S3 or the iPhone5. I've been using an iPhone3GS for more than 3 years so I feel sort of weird if I suddenly get an android. There's been many positive reviews on the Galaxy but I guess I'll just wait for the iPhone5 reviews before I decide which to get.
Today was my last self defense class and it was by far the most enjoyable lesson. We partnered up and played a game where the aim was to get the other person's sock off and throw it in the air within the time limit of 10 seconds. The instructors didn't care what method you used so there were people grabbing hair, pulling clothes off, head locking, shoving to the floor etc. It was so violent and "dirty street fighting" and we absolutely loved it. I think I finally understand why guys like watching wrestling matches now. In case you were wondering let me just clarify that I do not approve of violence as a form of solution. It may be because everyone in the class knew each other so we were comfortable with each other that it made the "fighting" humorous to watch. It would be totally different out in the real world though.
I was in the car today with the radio turned on and belting my heart out to Love Song Dedications. At the moment I just feel like being wrapped in a warm blanket and hugged. I've been advising my friend about her problems with a certain guy and I'm just wondering what actual right do I have to do that when I've never even been in a relationship before? Let me just cuddle up with my teddy bear and read my books like the sad romantic I am.
Lots of love,
M x
Labels: #emotions, #iPhone5
the "Great Perhaps"
Wednesday, September 12, 2012 @ 10:05 PM
| 0 notes
Ciao bella gente,
Today was a terribly tiring day for me. I didn't even do much but I felt extremely sleepy.
There are so many things that irritate me. Let's just give an example of that one particular situation where someone is very nervous to do something; to the point where they are close to tears. When they finally do bring themselves to do it everyone cheers and exclaim words of how amazing they were. During that time I am the person who sits back and simply claps. Not because I thought that they were "amazing", but because they finally had the courage to do it.
It may be my personal point of view but that person was not as "amazing" as people were telling them. Do you know what I think those people were doing? Pity talk. That is what I describe it as. I hate people who give others pity compliments. If I were to get 65% in a test, I don't want people telling me I did very well. If they had to say something, tell me I did bad or not speak at all. I don't know how to describe the feeling I get when people do that and why it upsets me but I get so annoyed when I hear it.
Ahh, I've started reading
"Looking for Alaska" by John Green. I'm 45 pages into the book and I don't really like it. It may be the fact that the characters smoke and I hate smoking with a passion but I will tell you that another day. So many of my friends have recommended it to me so I guess I'll continue reading.
Lots of love,
M x
Labels: #irritation, #lookingforalaska, #thoughts
hey there delilah, what's it like in new york city?
Tuesday, September 11, 2012 @ 11:53 PM
| 3 notes
Hello lovely people,
After 5 years I have decided to start writing a blog again. Why? Because I think that this will be a great opportunity to showcase my great writing skills.. what am I am about, I HATE ENGLISH. Okay so maybe I don't hate English, it's just that I find it hard to express myself in a wide range of vocabulary and correctly structured sentences. Did that sentence even make sense? I do not know.
So what type of a person am I? I'm not quite sure myself but I'd like to think that I'm a relatively nice person, but the thing is that, I'm not. I think I will be one of the meanest people you will ever come across. I am such a judgmental person. But then again, I think everyone judges.
That's all for now, if you are curious and want to know more come back in a few days and hopefully I will update.
Lots of love,
M x
Labels: #welcome
